We spent the winter Doing dishes Cutting dead parts off the last houseplant left Collecting things To miss til I feel Sick, holding on too tight I don't wanna make Decisions what to give up Make it all up Or throw it all away Still the same day, feel the same way Mouth full of blood Telling you to get lost and Wanna be cool but I care what you think Sitting in A strip mall lot for Hours, watching the windows I don't wanna make Decisions what to give up Make it all up Or throw it all away Still the same day, feel the same way Running circles Same reflection in the water As the one in the mirror