I'm a mess
Been comparing myself to everybody else
And I do it well
Building my own hell
Can't get out my head
Wanna curl up in bed
Check my phone instead
Adding oil to my flames
It's a bad mind game
And I've been tryna play cool
But social media has got me in a mood
It's far gone from a kiddie pool
Now I'm playing with sharks
And I'm drowning in self doubt
Self doubt
Everybody puts on a show now
We've got depression cause the world's been cropping out
All the ugly
Perfect lives for the clout
That's what we see daily
Self doubt
Tryna keep me down
Tryna keep me down
(Mmmm)
I've got all this self doubt
(Mmmm)
Self doubt
(Yea)
And I'm depressed
When I'm scrolling through my feed
Overloaded with everything I'm not
And where I wanna be
Losing hours on sleep
While filling up my anxiety
This feeling
Is it all in my head?
Can I really make a scene?
With some lyrics and a beat?
Feels like I'm falling behind each day
While all my friends
Figured out the way
(Hey)
This isn't where I wanna be
I just wanna be
I just wanna be
Somebody (somebody)
I'm terrified of what may never be
I want to be on a billboard
Where you can see me
And I've been tryna play it cool
But social media has got me in a mood
It's far gone from a kiddie pool
Now I'm playing with sharks
And I'm drowning in self doubt
Self doubt
Everybody puts on a show now
We've got depression cause the world's been cropping out
All the ugly
Perfect lives for the clout
That's what we see daily
Self doubt
Trynna keep me down
Trynna keep me down
(Mmmm)
I've got all this self doubt
Self Doubt
(What the fuck am I doing? Ok. Bye.)