I haven't seen you in a while
But here we are and I see you smile
Why is it every time I meet your eyes
I wanna cry
I just wanna cry
My hearts been on the mend
I think that I could love again
If I let myself
But it all goes back to you
I'm reminded of the truth
That I love you still
I don't want you to see
That it's still affecting me
I just wanna know
Before I go
I think I've figured out
How to be me without you around
But I still lose my way
A hundred times every single day
And I know that it sounds wrong
I find you in all these songs
That I'm writing now
But it all goes back to you
I'm reminded of the truth that I let you down
I don't want you to see
That you're still affecting me
I just wanna know
Did you ever love me?
Did you ever love me?
Maybe I'll never know
Maybe I'll never know
I guess I'll never know
I still love you
I don't want to