I cant sleep I cant eat If i give them what they want then Will they just let me be Who i am im not like them Im sick of nodding my head at the things that i cant stand This is it All my friends Ive tried so hard but i can not pretend Cross my heart Hope to make it out alive Their helping hands look more like suicide If i dont make it out remember that i tried Cross my heart Hope to breath this time Day by day night by night I sat alone with pen and page Trying to do whats right God i pray Shed some light Cause if i burn out i want to burn out bright Cross my heart Hope to make it out alive Their helping hands look more like suicide If i dont make it out remember that i tried Cross my heart Hope to breath this time You make all things new No one needs you like i do You know i do Oh you make all things new No one needs you like i do I need you Cross my heart Hope to make it out alive Their helping hands look more like suicide If i dont make it out remember that i tried Cross my heart Hope to breath this time Cross my heart Hope to make it out alive Their helping hands look more like suicide If i dont make it out remember that i tried Cross my heart Hope to breath this time