I'm home But I feel not like home Even if I'm with my friends I feel alone Thinking of you made me feeling so grey But I don't want to you ruin my day So I put a smile on my face I'm okay, I'm okay I'm just pretended to not show my pain I'm smiling but I'm dying I'm smiling but I'm crying You know how you feel when you don't know how you feel? That's what I feel Too much pain I tried to hide You don't know that You made me feel dead inside I'm always lonely and even you don't know that I'm breaking slowly I'm smiling but I'm dying I'm smiling but I'm crying You know how you feel when you don't know how you feel? That's what I feel I'm smiling but I'm dying I'm smiling but I'm crying You know how you feel when you don't know how you feel? That's what I feel