Underneath the silly and the sweet There's a rage, it contains me Shackled to the secrets that we keep There's a shame, I've been chained to The knock on the door That I couldn't ignore anymore Time to face it Boiling to the surface time To worthify the worthless enough I can taste it Aya, aya Rush, rush through me Rush through me Aya, aya Rush, rush through me Rush through me Let this be my last abyss You know I'm done with getting this depressed Oh, you don't even know the half of it Been such a slave to my childhood shit Our grandfathers fought a war for this And with our freedom we chose mindlessness This failed experiment, I'm out, I quit Walking away, walking away Walk, walking away Right beside the proper and the pure There's a fiend How he temps me Except that i'm the shadows in the thief Finally free Re-invent me I'm desperate, I'm begging the path that's been segueing The past and the future will actually change And if I fall down on my knees for forgiveness I swear I'll do anything, anything brave Aya, aya Rush, rush through me Rush through me Aya, aya Rush, rush through me Rush through me Let this be my last abyss You know I'm done with getting this depressed Oh, you don't even know the half of it Been such a slave to my childhood shit Our grandfathers fought a war for this And with our freedom we chose mindlessness This failed experiment, I'm out, I quit Walking away, walking away Walk, walking away The knock on the door that I couldn't ignore anymore Time to face it The knock on the door that I couldn't ignore anymore Time to face it The knock on the door that I couldn't ignore anymore Let this be my last abyss You know I'm done with getting this depressed Oh, you don't even know the half of it Been such a slave to my childhood shit Our grandfathers fought a war for this And with our freedom we chose mindlessness This failed experiment, I'm out, I quit Walking away, walking away Walk, walking away