Lay in my bed And I pray that I close my eyes Or someone saves me I see you're angry And maybe you hate that you're on my mind But, you're my escape When I hold you and push your buttons Well then I am safe Questioning Fate What is Freedom? Whispers in my ears Some misleading Tell me I'm a man Then you lead me to a Kingdom And when I close my eyes I can see you with my demons Deconstruct the Matrix Then you put it back up when the beat ends This is me And I am weak All through the week And on the weekend I just sleep And I repeat the fucking sequence I can see if This is how I'm coping Never sober Always frozen Then I'm only getting closer to exploding So I hold it in Blame my pain when I touch you Say my name Say my name Say I'm famous And "Fuck You" Shiftin' and Shuffle Skippin' Scuffles I get mixed in with trouble Tell me to stop when you think I'm playin' Pausing To the piece a paintin' Of proper complete complacency lost In this theme I'm breaking I'm cracking The screen it's black And I think that's the reaper saying "I need you." So I fall in love with the evil And act like I'm all above it It's all or nothing I'll feed you the shock I just link with you Feel complete with you See you unlock Can't put my finger on why I always just see you unlock For me it seems it's a lot For me it's easy but not For me it really is not Yeah That's why I give you my secrets That's why I give you my trust That's why I give you my seasons That's why I give you my touch And if I ever should leave here... If I'm broken or if I rest... Replace Me... Yo, this Ipod and headphones are the only thing that I love