I almost lost my mind
Trying to keep this up
Had to smile all the time
So you'd think I was fine
But it never seemed enough
I kept my image clean
To hide the dark in me
I made you believe
I had order and peace
But I'd never let you see
That I'm my own worst enemy
And I finally see the end
And I'm breaking from this
From this
And I'm finally on the mend
And the feeling's so bliss
So bliss
Cause when I look up
Oh I see love
And it's enough
To keep me breathing
I've had my lonely nights
Thinking about the end
One hand on the trigger
Made me a believer
Of finding hope within
I took a look inside
And couldn't say goodbye
Learning to walk again
Don't know where to begin
But at least I'll try
I'll try
And I finally see the end
And I'm breaking from this
From this
And I'm finally on the mend
And the feeling's so bliss
So bliss
Cause when I look up
Oh I see love
And it's enough
To keep me breathing
Done with drowning in a bottle oh
Hoping it would solve all of my woes
Starting over and I'm letting go
This feeling's all I've ever known
Have you ever seen a fire die
Then watched the embers start to come alive
I have seen desires turn to ash
Now I'm seeing colors in the black
In the black
Now I'm seeing colors In the black
In the black
And I finally see the end
And I'm breaking from this
From this
And I'm finally on the mend
And the feeling's so bliss
So bliss
Cause when I look up
Oh I see love
And it's enough
To keep me breathing
To keep me breathing
To keep me breathing