I'm trying so hard not to love them too fast But I pull the horses, and race from the track Relapse of all reality, and never look back Want a real, hard love that's Better than that I'm trying so hard not to bury myself Beneath the jude and the flowers is somebody else Yeah beauty is blinding and darkness runs deep Wanna hold onto him and still hold on to me Okey, whiskey and rum They don't even compare to how love makes me hide So I won't push my luck I'll sober up I won't feed off virtually doubt Emm, emmm I'm trying so hard to stare at where I am I drop my mind in reverse to speed up ahead Breakdown on the road that just leaves me for dead Want the peace of the present to stirr me instead Okey, whiskey and rum They don't even compare to how love makes me hide So I won't push my luck I'll sober up I won't feed off a virtually doubt Yeah I've a history I know you do too But the hell would we be Without what we've been through And I don't give a damn about the mud on your boots I, just want you Okey, whiskey and rum They don't even compare to how love makes me hide So I won't push my luck I'll sober up I won't feed off a virtually doubt To the times Oh oh oh