Constantly wondering if this is worth it What is life If you trynna be perfect Our beauty a painting of all our mistakes You can't heal if you never been hurting There comes a time There comes a place When we all get nervous I'm walking the path to see If this is pleasure or my purpose Can't stop the feeling when I Wake up from dreaming got a Passion, the meaning do I Still wanna work hard this Live inside of my car for this Work at a job that hate for this Just so I can make the music I'll become a star for this There ain't no guarantee I'll do this till the death of me When it comes to music I'm a black belt to the tenth degree Am I chasing the fame None of my motives been feeling the same Feel like God gave me a purpose And this is my pleasure But I'll still be fighting the pain You stuck in between Two sides And you don't know which is the truth You can't hide So you might as well put it to use It's Your gift There's a reason that it's given to you It's your choice So you don't have nothing to lose Two sides And you don't know which is the truth You can't hide So you might as well put it to use It's Your gift There's a reason that it's given to you It's your choice So you don't have nothing to lose Last night I had a dream of the ville I know my vision are real Even if y'all never see the appeal Climbing the hill Like Jack and Jill To get a bucket of that holy water Know that I believe in you But I cannot want it for ya Faith of a mustard seed Unphased when face to face with the greed Blessings in custody Cause God has just supplied all my needs The people that's close to me Can clearly see who I wanna be Purpose or pleasure I don't know But it's the reason I'm free You stuck in between Two sides And you don't know which is the truth You can't hide So you might as well put it to use It's Your gift There's a reason that it's given to you It's your choice So you don't have nothing to lose Two sides And you don't know which is the truth You can't hide So you might as well put it to use It's Your gift There's a reason that it's given to you It's your choice So you don't have nothing to lose If I'm being honest I've been more than terrified I'm too good at keeping My emotions deep inside I'm Scared to relax Feel like if don't use my talent God just might take it back Know I'm not making any money But my days are looking sunny I prefer to chase my purpose But I think it's running from me Or is it the pleasure It's a balancing act It's not much But I'm thankful for the place that I'm at You stuck in between Two sides And you don't know which is the truth You can't hide So you might as well put it to use It's Your gift There's a reason that it's given to you It's your choice So you don't have nothing to lose Two sides And you don't know which is the truth You can't hide So you might as well put it to use It's Your gift There's a reason that it's given to you It's your choice So you don't have nothing to lose Oh There's nothing to lose You can't be perfect no There's a reason There's a reason There's a reason There's a reason There's a reason Constantly wondering if this is worth it What is life If you trynna be perfect Our beauty a painting of all our mistakes You can't heal if you never been hurting There comes a time There comes a place When we all get nervous I'm walking the path to see If this is pleasure or my purpose