All of the pieces I put together
Are suddenly breaking apart
I feel weak
My husband left
I told him get out the way of my life
It's hard to forgive rivers of lies
God I remember the days
When I thought I could fly
Everything that I wanted
I'd do with my life
But now I am
Just staying alive
Hiding oceans inside
Everyday I hold on to my cigarettes
And my bottle of wine
I guess I need a change
Still I am here and I'm willing to light up a fire
I'm willing to light up a fire
And all these visions they drive me crazy
Constantly wrecking my mind
I can't sleep
Yes I've wished for death
But I'm not the first one and I'm not ashamed
I found deep in me there's still a flame
God I remember the days
When I thought I could fly
Everything that I wanted
I'd do with my life
But now I am
Just staying alive
Hiding oceans inside
Everyday I hold on to my cigarettes
And my bottle of wine
Yes I need a change
Still I am here and I'm willing to light up a fire
I'm willing to light up a fire
Hold me tight
Never let me go
Hold me tight
Don't let me go
No, no
I'm willing to light up fire
Uh-uh-uh-uh
A fire, fire, fire...
A fire, fire, fire...