Once upon a time I found a special guy Unlike anybody else When we said goodbye I couldn't help but cry Feeling sorry for myself But it wasn't his fault And i know that now So if you're listening I'm sorry i'm a drama queen And i have no doubt You're over me But part of me, it still believes You'll hear my heart And wont ever let me go I've been drowning on my own For so long From the start I've been waiting, romeo Picking flowers in the snow For your heart But i swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna go I swear i'm gonna drive away and let my mind explode I swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna grow I know that there will come a day when i won't think of you ♪ So i guess i lied You see im terrified Ill never see your brown eyes Outside my mind And though i try I cannot help but write About that fucking awful night But it wasnt your fault I tell myself What do i believe Theres a few my ballads up my sleeve Im so sorry Its getting hard to breathe See this song is just another way for you to Hear my heart And don't ever let me go I've been drowning on my own For so long From the start I've been waiting, romeo Picking flowers in the snow For your heart But i swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna go I swear i'm gonna drive away and let my mind explode I swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna grow I know that there will come a day when i won't think of you But i swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna go I swear i'm gonna find a place and let heart go I swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna grow I swear i'm gonna find myself and never let it go