Last year was a mess for my headspace I was trapped inside my bed Couldn't operate normally Whatever happened to the birds? I miss the songs I heard When I was young and undisturbed 'Cause now I'm over it Just for full disclosure I'm sick of getting older I'm making bad decisions Emotional collisions Eyes running like a river Now I've got blurry vision I used to love to watch the sunrise Snuck out the back door told my mom lies Every night Now nothing gets me high Did something break inside? I just hope this lump in my throat goes away Just for full disclosure I'm sick of getting older I'm making bad decisions Emotional collisions Eyes running like a river Now I've got blurry vision Just for full disclosure I'm sick of getting older I'm making bad decisions Emotional collisions Eyes running like a river Now I've got blurry vision