100 (Bamsy made the beat)
I set some goals
A lesson learned
A testimony, is a better word
I left it all, on the field
Wouldn't trade a death for a better deal
I be sittin' in the grave, when it fades
With a blank little stare on my face
And a stain on my cape
And a mouth full of words that I wish I would've said
You were supposed to be my hero
And I'll be here, going ahead, far away
Now I went and made a million dollars
Tryna fill the void
Drank some Holy Water
Tryna heal my inner boy
And I wish I would've known
I wish I would've let it go
Instead, I let it steal my joy
Instead, I let it steal my joy
I think I'm holding on to it
Even though I think I let it go
I think I had to go through kit
Just to make sense of it on my own
And I think it hurts less when you pretend it's not there
Just to hurt more down the road
The more you hold in, the more it builds up
The better chance you explode
And I'll be here, going ahead, far away
Now I went and made a million dollars
Tryna to fill the void
Drank some Holy Water
Tryna heal my inner boy
And I wish I would've known
I wish I would've let it go
Instead, I let it steal my joy
Instead, I let it steal my joy
Now I went and made a million dollars
Tryna fill the void
Drank some Holy Water
Tryna heal my inner boy
And I wish I would've known
I wish I would've let it go
Instead, I let it steal my joy
Instead, I let it steal my joy