Blessed as fuck and I know it Stressed as fuck and don't show it Keep asking where I'm going I'll be back in a moment My cell is super cold Got my heart feeling frozen Why they think they know me When I don't even know em' Street lights came on Still wasn't going home I been tryna do right Everything still going wrong I don't live a secret life Grandma knows what's going on My brother got indicted i don't think he's coming home I been preaching but I'm sinning Still feel like I'm losing Even when I'm winning So much I could be doing Can't sit in penitentiary Fell victim to the system God is my witness Sat down by myself Give me a reason why I need you Aunt brandy i still hear ya voice Even though I can't see you Say you gone be here for me Why should I believe you Left me so easily Wishing I can keep you How ya moving know ya know some New problems still got old ones Keep ya favors I don't owe one Fuck proof don't need to show none I don't need to show none See it through had to grow up My hearts been taken from me I can't show love Blessed as fuck and I know it Stressed as fuck and don't show it Keep asking where I'm going I'll be back in a moment My cell is super cold Got my heart feeling frozen Why they think they know me When I don't even know em' Street lights came on Still wasn't going home I been tryna do right Everything still going wrong I don't live a secret life Grandma knows what's going on My brother got indicted i don't think he's coming home