You don't know the kind of feelings that run through my mind Do you know how difficult it is just to say that it's fine? Stare into the mirror trying not to break Thinking maybe all of this was a mistake I never asked for this I never wanted this Can you make it stop You should pick yourself up from your bootstraps Well i don't really know how to do that A problem with society so ill just suffer quietly Its my fault, my fault, everything is my fault When i fall i promise you i gave it my all Feels like i can't stop my room from becoming a mess Am i blaming it all on what goes on in my head I don't want your pity I want an escape I dream of the end when i am wide awake I never asked for this I never wanted this Can you make it stop You should pick yourself up from your bootstraps Well I don't really know how to do that A problem with society so I'll just suffer quietly It's my fault my fault everything is my fault When I fall I promise you I gave it my all You should pick yourself up from your bootstraps Well I don't really know how to do that A problem with society so I'll just suffer quietly It's my fault, my fault, everything is my fault When I fall I promise you I gave it my all