I was in hell that night Walkin' for miles Don't know where I'm goin' Thoughts turn to suicide I'm fuckin' scared at how fast they're Goin', goin' Spiralin' and growin' Fuckin' overwhelmed by the weight I've been holdin' Hopin', hopin' Hopin' you might notice Got me fuckin' reachin' I'm reachin' out 'cause I need you right now To find me and pull me out I need you right now To find me before I drown Hold me when I break Wipe my tears away Necessary physical expressions of my pain Sorry for the way I tend to run away I require patience I'm changin', I'm changin' Told you that I was fine But couldn't say how long I've been runnin' Thoughts turn to suicide now I'm fuckin' scared at how fast they're Goin', goin' Spiralin' and growin' Fuckin' overwhelmed by the weight I've been holdin' Hopin', hopin' Hopin' you might notice Got me fuckin' reachin' I'm reachin' out 'cause I need you right now To find me and pull me out I need you right now To find me before I drown Hold me when I break Wipe my tears away Necessary physical expressions of my pain Sorry for the way I tend to run away I require patience I'm changin', I'm changin' I need you right now To find me and pull me out I need you right now To find me before I Hold me when I break Wipe my tears away Necessary physical expressions of my pain Sorry for the way I tend to run away I require patience I'm changin', I'm changin'