I told myself many times
That this time would be the last time that I see you cry
But I kept trying and I caught myself lying a few times
I mean my pride took me for a ride with no one else beside me
But me acting silly and so blind that I couldn't see
Yes behind me, no floors, I'm free falling I got the trust the process
But there is 6 million ways to grow, gots to choose one
Like today I wanted to run a 5K but my app decided to fell me
It's what my screen displayed, and now I'm just kind of lay lay
Staring that the hour encrusted in my black mirror
As my blues grew darker you were right there by the corner
You asked me to come back home and we connect with yourself
And share a meal with your loved ones
But was too busy cocooning and forgot what was a butterfly
Bouncing freely like echo in the chamber from loud music clock ticking
I couldn't hear what was disappearing through a deaf ear
As time flies
Which was the day before the world changed
That things will never be the same
Didn't mean to make you wait
So long
So long
So long
Didn't mean to make you stay
So long
I saw you on the bench all alone seeking peace
With your head facing West staring at the sunset
I recall the texts that you were asking what's next
Now that we can leave home without a fight
And enjoy a little light in the night though I could read,
I couldn't read what was between the lines
As I got closer and closer you got smaller and smaller
I caught myself running in a circle
And clinging into a mold that didn't fit
And I kept loading and loading until I was made aware that
My world was getting heavy as I extended my hand
You said it's too early to shake hands
Maybe tomorrow I might feel better or read your letter or feel greater
And earn a second chance to smile and be in tune with mine
Be open to give and receive, a new life with new colors
New forms and shapes no more looking for a place to escape
Some might say it's kind of late for this to come out
But I say it's never too early to wake up
Didn't mean to make you wait
So long
So long
So long
Didn't mean to make you stay
So long
I found a way for you stay
You were gone since yesterday
You were gone since yesterday
You were gone since yesterday
You were gone since yesterday
I found a way for you to stay,
You found a way to walk away
To walk away!