I held on as long as I could I was hurting but I still believed our love was good Now you're off Living your new life And I want you to be happy But sometimes late at night I wonder What if your heart will open up Wider than it ever opened up before And a new love comes rushin' through that door? It ain't easy knowing It won't be me I can't complain, it's been awhile I see you kiss her at the bar and I practice my best smile And I know I don't wanna know But the question eats me up inside And never lets me go What if your heart will open up Wider than it ever opened up before And a new love comes rushin' through that door? It ain't easy knowing It won't be me Guess I'll have to pack away all of this past Like I had to pack away everything else And I'll keep all this love to myself What if your heart will open up Wider than it ever opened up before And a new love comes rushin' through that door? It ain't easy knowing It won't be me Oh darling It ain't me