I keep tracking god in need of conviction My faith's all I got, I lost my volition I'm waiting for miracles, waiting Once more I hide behind prayers to avoid my frustrations That's a trick to numb the pain, it's called self-deception I'm waiting for miracles, waiting Once more I wish I were strong enough I wish I had the strength to live with confidence I wish I were a hero fighting for myself I wish I could defeat the dark and light my way I'm looking for my freedom I'm looking for my freedom I can't just cut the crap and get my salvation Must face all my fears to gain my redemption Not, just wait for miracles That will never come My god, I wish they would Mazed and contrite, I gave up my freedom I sold my own heart to empty convictions I've been waiting for miracles, waiting For so long I wish I were strong enough I wish I had the strength to live with confidence I wish I were a hero fighting for myself I wish I could defeat the dark and light my way I'm looking for my freedom I'm looking for my freedom