Wake up
And my heart's already pacing fast
Four walls
Haunt me every day to come back
Pray at night
Cause this has really got to end
I'm breaking now, I've reached my limit
It hurts
When you say the things you didn't mean
I bruise
From the physical and mental harm
Back me
To a corner and I scream and shout
No one ever hears, if they do they just watch
People saw it, but they never tried to stop it
I was too young, I was too afraid to fight back
Crying the tears
That's feeding my fears
I've had it and I'm done now
You won't see me around
I won't return your phone calls
You're the reason that I'm gone
See me when you realize
That I was by your side
Can you look In my eyes
Tell me that you're sorry
For all the damage you've done
Cause I'm numb and I don't feel a thing anymore
Fast forward
Seventeen years and now you're alone
In love
With someone that I call my own
No words
For all the pain and things you've done
It's been so many years, but I never healed
Don't know
Why the past keeps bringing up itself
And I
Should be over this shit now
How long
Will it take for me to forgive you
You're supposed to be my strength
But I had my own backbone
Loving you meant sacrificing all my hope
Loving you made all the stars at night go out
With no sign of the sun
There's just black and blue
I've had it and I'm done now
You won't see me around
I won't return your phone calls
You're the reason that I'm gone
See me when you realize
That I was by your side
Can you look In my eyes
Tell me that you're sorry
For all the damage you've done
Cause I'm numb and i don't feel a thing no more