Trying to be calm When I feel afraid Trying to be strong When I don't feel safe Halfway in and halfway out I still feel like I'm a child Thought that I would have more days with you I feel the tears upon my face I'm half asleep and half awake I feel the ground beneath me change I thought I'd have you always Trying to breathe but I don't know how Trying to speak but I keep on breaking down Halfway in and halfway out I still feel like I'm a child Thought that I would have more faith than I do I feel the tears upon my face I'm half asleep and half awake I feel the ground beneath me change I thought I'd have you always I thought I'd have you always I thought I'd have you always I want you I want you back If only for a moment I'm falling and falling fast If only for a moment I want you I want you back If only for a moment I'm falling and falling fast If only for a moment I feel the tears upon my face I'm half asleep and half awake I feel the ground beneath me change I thought I'd have you always I thought I'd have you always I thought I'd have you always