Honestly it's been some time
I don't like the way that I've become
Treat my loving like a crime
Fight to be there but you're always numb
I don't know where you are right now
But you always leave it undefined
Honestly it's been some time
Wonder if I'm better off alone
I don't wanna say goodbye
Was it all a lie, just to let you go?
I don't wanna the pay the price
How can I get by when you're all I know?
I see hell beneath your eyes
Is it heaven away where you hide?
Honestly it's been some time
I don't like the way that I've become
Treat my loving like a crime
Fight to be there but you're always numb
I don't know where you are right now
But you always leave it undefined
Honestly it's been some time
Wonder if I'm better off alone
Only in evening, only on your time
Nothing like the way you were before
Always reminisce when we were in our prime
How do you feel now? I'm never sure
Is it worth the wait?
Will you even change?
Tears are locked away behind closed doors
If I show the pain no, it won't make you stay
I'll just make you pull away some more
I see hell beneath your eyes
Is it heaven away where you hide?
Honestly it's been some time
I don't like the way that I've become
Treat my loving like a crime
Fight to be there but you're always numb
I don't know where you are right now
But you always leave it undefined
Honestly it's been some time
Wonder if I'm better off alone
Honestly I, honestly I
Honestly I'm better off alone
Honestly I, honestly I
Honestly I'm better off alone