Eyes wide open I know my suit gives me up But why am I choking? Why am I holding on? It feels tight My lungs are lying to me Because all there is Is a blanket of black With tiny glimpses of present hopes and dreams It's a constellation It's a complication Of my own I close my eyes And try to wear myself down But why am I floating? Why am I drifting off? An endless world My hands reach out for anything But instead all there is Is all blanket of black With tiny glimpses of present hopes and dreams It's a constellation It's a complication Of my own I can feel the mothership I can feel the mothership It feels close, it feels close, it feels close They're coming for me Don't feel safe at all I won't go out again I won't try anymore Not on my own Because all there is Is all blanket of black With tiny glimpses of present hopes and dreams It's a constellation It's a complication And I need to remember To take a deep breath To know that we're not at war It's just with ourselves