Sad is something that I've felt my whole entire life Thoughts of suicide, riding in my mind, till the day I die It's what I'm up against, I'm tryna represent my growth n shit Show em that you're not alone in this I've been praying to a god, questioning if they exist What's the purpose of my life, cause it can't just be this I got a bone to pick because the pain doesn't fit Bring a knife to my wrist, and just contemplate a slit Been taking drugs because they're easy Life is always hard, but it's gon' take a whole lot to defeat me Some people dream to be me, but they don't even know me I don't even know me I don't even know me I'm lost and I'm sad and I'm lonely I'm lost and I'm sad and I'm lonely I'm lost and I'm sad and I'm lonely Am I the only?