Just save it
Hindsight 20/20
I just thought it would be painless
Never had a worry
Now tomorrow's looking dangerous
Something's out to hurt me
Now there's blood all on the pavement
Look at what it made me
When I was younger I thought things would be different
And it took everything to cope 'cause it isn't
Lately I've been losing hope, just existin'
I see the reaper getting close in the distance
Days are all a blur
Fall asleep at 4 a.m.
Done with this world
You could never understand
Barely processed last year
Never got a second chance
This is all I ever feared
Who are you to make demands? (Make demands)
Don't even try to get it
Losing the most important years of all your adolescence
Memories just disappear, I won't pretend, I don't regret it
'Cause nothing lasts forever, I said too much
Just save it
Hindsight 20/20
I just thought it would be painless
Never had a worry
Now tomorrow's looking dangerous
Something's out to hurt me
Now there's blood all on the pavement
Look at what it made me do
Lost and can't remember
What it felt like in the moment
Barely kept myself together
Now the world is feeling broken
They say nothing lasts forever
So I'm trying to erase it
Look at what it made me do
(Look at what it made me do)
(What it made me do)
(Made me do)
(Look at what it made me do)
What's it gonna take
If I don't wanna make it through?
Just a different day
It's all the same, there's nothing new
Lying to myself
I don't need nobody's help
Hold it in and never tell
I don't know what else to do
'Cause the walls are getting closer
And I'm almost at my limit
I was fine with getting older
But it's not what I envisioned
There's a devil on my shoulder
And he's telling me I'm finished
Wake me up when it's all over
I can't take another minute
(I can't take another minute)
But is it worth it?
It's getting harder to remember my own purpose
I can't find shelter when the weather's so uncertain
Guess nothing lasts forever, I said too much
Just save it
Hindsight 20/20
I just thought it would be painless
Never had a worry
Now tomorrow's looking dangerous
Something's out to hurt me
Now there's blood all on the pavement
Look at what it made me do
Lost and can't remember
What it felt like in the moment
Barely kept myself together
Now the world is feeling broken
They say nothing lasts forever
So I'm trying to erase it
Look at what it made me do