(Nothing ever felt the same)
('Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain)
(I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away)
(Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain)
('Cause I've never been this low-)
Nothing ever felt the same
'Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain
I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away
Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain
'Cause I've never been this low, now my body's in decay
So dramatic, hesitate but now I've had it
Can't escape, it's all so tragic, not a saint, just let me vanish (let me vanish)
Think I'm done with holding on, now I can't survive
Couldn't fight it all along, right behind my eyes (-hind my eyes)
Gave what I got, that's important (that's important)
But I'll take every shot, that's a warnin'
I don't wanna feel, I'll get better in the mornin'
Am I even real? All this pressure I'm ignorin'
T-T-Turn depression, into side effects
Stopping now is out of question, there's no time for this
Backing out is just a message, I can't fight against
Shut it down and take dependence, that's alright I guess
Days turn to nothing, a new kind of hell
Slowly becoming a shell of myself
Easier running from anyone's help
Anyone's help
Nothing ever felt the same
'Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain
I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away
Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain
'Cause I've never been this low, now my body's in decay
So dramatic, hesitate but now I've had it
Can't escape, it's all so tragic, not a saint, just let me vanish (let me vanish)
Think I'm done with holding on, now I can't survive
Couldn't fight it all along, right behind my eyes
I'm off that, took away the pain, but now I don't really trust that
Something in me changed, now it's getting time to cut back
Spiraled the way, had me terrified
Couldn't handle the weight, now I'm paralyzed
One too many, I can't breathe
Feel so empty, incomplete
All this envy makes me seethe
Could you end me, set me free
Days turn to nothing, a new kind of hell
Slowly becoming a shell of myself
Easier running from anyone's help
Anyone's help
Nothing ever felt the same
'Nother dose, chemicals always meltin' in my brain
I can't even feel my pulse, everything could slip away
Sick of holding onto hope, anything to numb the pain
'Cause I've never been this low, now my body's in decay
So dramatic, hesitate but now I've had it
Can't escape, it's all so tragic, not a saint, just let me vanish (let me vanish)
Think I'm done with holding on, now I can't survive
Couldn't fight it all along, right behind my eyes (-hind my eyes)