They say now I'm gonna be honest
Haven't heard your new project
But I'm sure it was great, I'm proud of you
I'm so sick of their comments
I keep reading their contents
Thought that some would relate, it wasn't true
I served a sentence, I did it freely
Now I can't do this if you don't need me
I've lost some friendships, a few too many
I get so anxious, then I stop breathing
Now I'm trying to forget
Everything I ever said
I'm falling deeper in cement
No oxygen to catch my breath
When the wax around my wings collapsed
I knew that there's no going back again (oxygen)
No oxygen (no oxygen)
No oxygen
Where do you turn to at the end of the road?
When your friends hate you, and you hit a new low
Just like that they replace you and now you're alone
Believe me I'm hurt too, how could I have known?
I said that we'd make it out, looks like I was wrong
I know I made some mistakes and now, I struggle moving on
Never thought that I'd betray myself and do that to someone
Wanted peace, and now I hate myself, I ended up with none
I hope you're doing okay
Haven't spoken in years 'cause I don't know what to say
I'm not doing this for guilt, I'm not trying to complain
I just wish we didn't go our separate ways
Now I'm trying to forget everything I ever said
I'm falling deeper in cement
No oxygen to catch my breath
When the wax around my wings collapsed
I knew that there's no going back again (oxygen)
No oxygen (no oxygen)
No oxygen
Then I start to question maybe it was me
Maybe I was too persistent, didn't let you breathe
Maybe I was optimistic, why'd you have to leave?
Didn't mean to get so distant, now these memories
Mean everything to me
Every time I shut my eyes, they're the only thing see
Now I'm trying to survive, getting harder to believe
That there's nothing I could've done for this
I can't keep too many promises
(Now I'm trying to forget)
(Everything I ever said)
(I'm falling deeper in cement)
(No oxygen to catch my breath)
Now I'm trying to forget
Everything I ever said
I'm falling deeper in cement
No oxygen to catch my breath
When the wax around my wings collapsed
I knew that there's no going back again (oxygen)
No oxygen (no oxygen)
No oxygen