This is where the story ends
Right back where I began it
(Where I began it)
Can't help but panic
(Can't help but panic)
I'm sick of taking your demands
Took a step back now I understand it
(Now I understand it)
Can't afford to chance it
(Can't afford to chance it)
I put so much emphasis on everything you tell me
Narcissistic tendencies don't help me
After this my habits can't be healthy
I just wish it didn't overwhelm me
I'm done living out your itinerary
My head's giving out from the thoughts I carry
I can't turn around, I did that already
I'm not tapping out, I'm just being petty
Don't turn your back on me
(Turn your back on me)
I can't keep running
(Keep running)
There's only suffering
(Only suffering)
Is all you ask of me
(All you ask of me)
Always be nothing?
(Be nothing?)
Well I'll stand for something
(For something)
Can I get a break now?
I'm just being honest
Sick of reaching out to get left alone
Looking for a way out
Haven't made the progress
Couldn't keep up now there's no way home
The consequences get more relentless
The more I try to let things go
I'm not perfection, I need direction
'Cause I can't find my way back home
No way home
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No more senseless apologies
I can't go on if it's not for me
Forgot the reason I'm even trying
(Forgot the reason I'm even trying)
They say don't change but I can't afford it
I hate playing safe so I just ignore it
I won't be needing a silver lining
(Won't be needing)
Yeah,yeah
(A silver lining)
But stressing bout my past has
Never suit me anyway
Can't express it through my actions
I got used to how it tastes
But now it's getting old
I'm wasting my potential
Miserable and getting existential
Should've known my thoughts were most essential
I just hope it's something I can handle
Don't turn your back on me
(Turn your back on me)
I can't keep running
(Keep running)
There's only suffering
(Only suffering)
Is all you ask of me
(All you ask of me)
Always be nothing?
(Be nothing?)
Well I'll stand for something
(For something)
Can I get a break now?
I'm just being honest
Sick of reaching out to get left alone
Looking for a way out
Haven't made the progress
Couldn't keep up now there's no way home
The consequences get more relentless
The more I try to let things go
I'm not perfection, I need direction
'Cause I can't find my way back home
No way home