How could I complain?
I got everything I wanted
People go and change
All a sudden I'm a target
It's a feeling I can't shake (feeling I can't shake)
I can never get away (never get away)
'Cause all this pressure's hard to take
And I don't wanna fall
I can't make these mistakes
'Cause I might lose it all (I might lose it all)
I don't ever wanna make a wish again
No difference, no difference
In the dark
Pretty things are seductive
Knew it from the start
Won't get lost, won't get locked in
Tearing me apart
It's so easy to get broken
I can't lose my shot
I've been waiting for this moment
So you can say anything that you want about me
Feels like nothing when I make a couple enemies
I've been at it way too long to hear the jealousy
Used to be my day ones now they're dead to me
So it's like that
Nowadays I don't even want my life back
Felt okay and thought that I was on the right track
But it's not the same and I don't know if I can fight back
How could I complain?
I got everything I wanted
People go and change
All a sudden I'm a target
It's a feeling I can't shake (feeling I can't shake)
I can never get away (never get away)
'Cause all this pressure's hard to take
And I don't wanna fall
I can't make these mistakes
'Cause I might lose it all (I might lose it all)
I don't ever wanna make a wish again
No difference, no difference
There's no one to blame but me
I'm too obsessive
I got a tendency
To get aggressive
Hate what became of me
I never meant it
Stuck with dependency
Without direction
I won't apologize
I'm not ungrateful
I woke up dead inside
Now I'm unstable
I feel like an imposter in my skin
Do I really belong where I fit in
Sick and tired of being afraid
Smothered by guilt for the things I say
Do I even have a reason being ashamed?
'Cause after all
How could I complain?
I got everything I wanted
People go and change
All a sudden I'm a target
It's a feeling I can't shake (feeling I can't shake)
I can never get away (never get away)
'Cause all this pressure's hard to take
And I don't wanna fall
I can't make these mistakes
'Cause I might lose it all (I might lose it all)
I don't ever wanna make a wish again
No difference, no difference