(I been in the background far too long)
(Now and then I wonder if I'm too far gone)
(Fuck about the past tense)
(Things are always different)
(Nothing ever makes sense)
(Yuh yuh yuh)
I been in the background far too long
Now and then I wonder if I'm too far gone
Fuck about the past tense
Things are always different
Nothing ever makes sense (yuh yuh yuh)
Angel on my shoulder don't know what to say
Never going home while I waste away
Nights like these all feel the same
Can't go back to yesterday
I can hear the voices calling me
Am I really where I want to be?
'Cause I can't deal with people doubting me
It just gets hard with my own thoughts
I feel like they're surrounding me
Five years right down the drain
Now they're wasted
Feels like I'm going insane gotta face it
Things start to happen faster than I take it
So close to answers I can almost taste it
Came a long way from working in the
Basement
Things start to change once you're worried
'Bout a placement
They always try to tell you the music's what you make it
But how can I move on when I'm scared of my creation
I waste a lot of time and I'm not proud
I'm so busy trying to figure this all out
There's a lot of far conversations
I woke up late don't have the motivation right now
(Don't have the motivation right now)
I still don't care that I'm here without you
I just need some time off to myself
I thought that I was done with this in high school
But now I've just become somebody else
Sorry if I'm not who you want me to be
I have no more room for negativity
I'm doing what I want with no apology
Turn the spotlight on so you all can see
(I've been in the background so long)
(Everything is so loud)
(Where did I go wrong)
(Wasted)
(Five years right down the drain)
(Now they're wasted)
(Feels like I'm going insane gotta face it)
(Things start to happen faster than I take it)
(So close to answers I can almost taste it)
I been in the background far too long
Now and then I wonder if I'm too far gone
Fuck about the past tense
Things are always different
Nothing ever makes sense (yuh yuh yuh)
Angel on my shoulder don't know what to say
Never going home while I waste away
Nights like these all feel the same
Can't go back to yesterday
(Nights like these all feel the same)
(Can't go back to yesterday)