I've fallen one too many times
Through no ones fault but my own
It's hard to see through all the lies
Cause this is getting old
Nobody wants to know you when you feel like you could scream
(Feel like you could scream)
Who else is left out there to tell me what this means
(Tell me what this means)
It's funny how they always change
They come and go but never stay
They use up all that they can take
And leave you standing in the rain
And I know that I create all these fantasies
But I don't want to accept what becomes of me
Think it's 'bout time I start letting my mistakes go
Getting weighed down
Lose my aim, start to move slow
Spread my trust so thin that I lost it
Now I just might run cause of all this
I'm just trynna keep my head on straight, I'm-
Helpless, drownin' out the memories, I'm-
Selfish, if I'm lookin out for me
Pathetic, wasted all my energy
Never gonna open up again
Better off if I never make new friends
Stay away from what I don't understand
Cut me off before shit gets out of hand
It's funny how they always change
They come and go but never stay
They use up all that they can take
And leave you standing in the rain
And I know that I create all these fantasies
But I don't want to accept what becomes of me
Ice cold, keep my head low-
And study every crack in the sidewalk
I'm leanin' on a tightrope-
Like I should walk around with my eyes closed
Take me home, keep me close
Feel like my next stop might be the end of the road
Burn in my chest, feel the sting in my throat
And I'm kind of scared to watch it all unfold
And I know that I create all these fantasies
But I can't run if it's my own head that's killing me
Nobody wants to know you when you feel like you could scream
(Feel like you could scream)
Who else is left out there to tell me what this means
(Tell me what this means)
It's funny how they always change
They come and go but never stay
They use up all that they can take
And leave you standing in the rain
And I know that I create all these fantasies
But I don't want to accept what becomes of me