What the fuck I'm so nervous for Shaking like I'm withdrawal percocet Wonder if I just spoke up would it all turn out that I was getting in my head Been months Well and a bunch of years attached I was in fourth grade just to be exact In fact by the time we graduated I figured that I wouldn't ever say shit Fuck no What a cruel world its been to me With no friends to keep And loose ends that keep on slipping But back then I didn't worry bout shit other than this As a young kid I just went to school And had and innocent crush I guess I just refused To go up to her and say how I felt Because in my mind shes too perfect Hell I doubt she even notice me When we spoke I just fumbled Sounded so dumb so I tried to let it go By the end of high-school I pretend I didn't know you Felt embarrassing Couldn't get a grip I ran into you in the public So many times And whenever I would try to talk My brain shut down and and my eyes were caught on you If you hate me Can you let me know I can't tell at all I guess I gotta crush Think it may seem I'ma mess I know Should I just move on girl am I outta luck You look at me I'm folding It breaks me down I think I've had enough If you hate me Can you let me know If I fell in love or if I gotta crush What the fuck I've had many dates Never shy when I'm met with a pretty face But every time that you pass me by I wanna run thru the dry wall cuz I can't get it straight She a gorgeous girl I don't know her well Yeah I'm sure that she got her heart broke before And I hate that I wish I could fix it Going down that roads like driving stick shift Whoa High-school sucked By then it was safe to say that I'd never get a chance On top of that I was a loser making music while she going out making friends Grew my hair out long got dreads and became a mess people always give me stares I had a bad break up with a ex got my shit together and I started taking care 4 years had past it all crossed my mind again I decided it was time to try again I hit the dms like hello how you been I had a couple things I wanna talk about Then to my surprise I got no reply And said fuck it its fine put it all behind me Moving on in life Didn't think about it Then she joined the gym that I had been working out at If god is real then hes aligning this Divine timing Better call a shaman in Some how I better get the guts to walk up and say what I wanted For the longest time So I breathe take second to collect myself Light headed and I'm shaking Just like back in the day when we met but now I looked at her and I'm saying