I pull back from a bitch if she gone act like she giving a fuck about me because it'll end badly Could never get too close when my hopes happy My actions could go sporadic brake glass and put hole in cabinets The fuck you look like pitying me I'm writing songs of how I feel and how you pretend to be Every friend I ever had fucked me over and yeah I mean every friend you drop a name I'll give you the stats bitch I find myself in this place common I'm kinda amazed jotting about better days I'm never found to engage with That's why I'm locked in the basement of my mind it got me caged in and locked for the night I'm sick of telling people how much they forever meaning to me just to let 'em lead me on and fuck my head up even more than before That's why I start to ignore whenever my fucking phone buzzing I just throw it to the floor It keep ringing Living in the past I forever been Steady looking back at whatever is and Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out Fall in love You gambling with your sanity My ex was whoring out to friends of me can't compare it See her family is fucked and they clearly just ain't a fan of me When parenting just sucks and you can't admit it apparently Was tryna get my mind off the bitch when it finally ended Got dmed and started talking to someone who I was friends with Said I mean the world to her but words do just not connect When you be ghosting seem like I ain't been meaning much to begin with So fuck it I'm doing me And soon it was you and me I told you how I was feeling you had somebody you been with Who isn't what I expected regardless of his intentions It's fucking dumb I accept it You strung me along and left me with this False hope A smaller but strong rope and I broke it Cutting ties ain't nothing knew just go with the motions So what the fuck is the point If everyone I ever loved is faking it then enjoy your life without me Living in the past I forever been Steady looking back at whatever is and Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out Living in the past I forever been Steady looking back at whatever is and Whatever was was so simple that I miss it can't relive your touch now Can somebody sit back and hear what I spit and tell me if they feel exact same as what I been through Way too much and when the day ends I don't feel like I'ma make it up out