I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home It ain't even my fault Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off Still I lose touch with myself can somebody bring help and show me outta the pain please Who the fuck can I tell cuz nobody been listening to what I'm saying You don't know myself and your posse gone follow yeah you probably hate me But bitch you all been dead now see You ain't ever the one I should've kept round me Whatever you say but I could never trust you I could feel it way before you ever knew bout him I know all your friends love to hate me now But it don't matter cause I couldn't give a fuck about them I know that you family probably don't know shit of what you did Cause you won't even say you wrong about shit I know that he tells you that you did the right thing How the fuck could you just take his side Well that's fine It cuts deeper than a blade to your skin when I was up at the crib said I was saving your life I'm wishing I could just forgive and forget that night this time I guess that I'll never say goodbye But what's it like to have somebody you with just fucking lie to your face like everything is alright I split ties with many friends and forgave them nights I waste time now nobody else wasting mine I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home It ain't even my fault Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off I spend nights thinking back to the way shit was Way before I made a name way before when we would sit in my home It ain't even my fault Lil bitch like a knife to the back now I feel so dumb That you told me that you love me that you told me how you feel but now look And now she gone I saw it coming but it caught me off