Sitting alone Breathing so numb Contemplating Everything Dust in the air Being aware Paint peeling Cracks in the I wish I could be mindless I wish I could be mindless but its tearing at me Decay of everything Pain is gone All is lost Decay Stars aline Stopping time Darknes awaits And yet remains Constantly consuming Wipe myself blank Focusing strain Not to fall apart stating I will break through and I will construct my life I will break through and I will rebuild myself Decay of everything Pain is gone All is lost Decay Stars aline Stopping time Stars burn out Forgive me I won't last Forevermore, I'd stay with you If only I If only I could If only I could If only I could Only I could Stars burn out Forgive me I won't last Forevermore, I'd stay with you If only I Stars burn out Forgive me I won't last Forevermore, I'd stay with you If only I If only I could If only I could If only I If only I could Only I Only I could