Being thrown somewhere new
Going 'round without a clue
I'm not sure what I should do
I just wanna know the truth
There's so much shit I have to deal with
But I still don't get what the main thing is
I've never felt something like this
Who am I and what did I miss
What did I miss
I'm not the same
So much has changed
I'll come to terms with me
Yeah, this seems to be the way things are gonna be for me
I don't know what it means but I hope I'll last at least a week
In this new reality that isn't even new
It was just hiding, but now it's shown itself
I'm thinking 'bout the people that surround me, how will they react
This sudden change, I hope they don't think that it's all an act
'Cuz I'm starting to think that it's certainly not that
Instead I think I'm on my way to find the right track
Yeah I'm not looking back, gotta keep pushing through
I'm part of the pack, but their perception isn't true
I was wrong, they were wrong, I'd have done something if I knew
But now I do and sometimes I still don't have a clue
About what I'm supposed to do
What I'm supposed to say
How I'm supposed to act
I don't know yet
What did I miss
I'm not the same
So much has changed
I'll come to terms with me