I'll keep it down
Don't wanna stand out in the crowd
No choice when you're too proud
Found a new way out
Don't wanna stand out in the crowd,
Would rather be part of the background
Where no one can see me, my mind is a maze
Every turn leads to pain and it hurts me to say
Being me isn't easy, there's eyes all around me
That constantly judge me, they don't really know
What they're perceiving, I try to put on a brave face
But it's hard to disguise all the terrible things that I'm feeling
I'm mentally drained, I'm going insane
Let me cut to the chase, I shouldn't be living
Everyone close to me leaves me
I'll never be good enough for em
I never fit in, I cry all the time
I look up to the sky, I pray for a sign
But I think that I'm finished
I wish that I wasn't so damaged
But that is a fantasy I can't imagine the image
Stripes on my t-shirt, spikes on my choker
Cigarette smoke in my lungs
Ion give a fuck
I always been careless, I've always been different
I always been knew that I'm dying young
I just accepted, I'm soulless
I gave up on all hope,
I gave up on finding one
There ain't no life in my life,
It Just doesn't find me
I blind the sun,
Every night I try to find a new way out
But every door closes on me
There's been more then I can count
I wonder why I can't be happy too
Am I just not allowed?
Can no hear the empty words
That keep on coming out my mouth
I'll keep it down
Don't wanna stand out in the crowd
No choice when you're too proud
To find a new way out