Head trauma Rush of blood As if life wasn't enough I wish I could be oblivious like them Cold water Certain death You were right to second guess My motives were so wrong and self obsessed But how will I move on from here I'll run away, grow out my beard I'll change my name And wipe my memories clean Cold black water Is it selfish Coming up for air I am not prepared to be honest with anyone After all I'm just a kid I have lost control and I'm stuck in the mess I'm in I am the guilty conscious and I fucked up big And I wish I believed in saviors but I can't But how will I rise from the dead I'll speak in tongues and part my seas I'll write my bible any way they will believe Cold black water Is it selfish Coming up for air Cold black water Is it selfish Coming up for air It's times like these I forget how to stand Because my body knows shame like the back of my hand And I spent a lot of money on my stained glass faith But it'll shatter like it's nothing What a shame, what a waste I'm out