When the meds kick in you run around like a chicken with its head cut off
Cut your teeth on second skin and you don't even notice
Nor do you seem to mind thirty three calls missed
You miss them every time
You say you have to stay up too late, but you don't have time for your friends
Try to focus on what matters
You don't know what it is 'til it ends
Hide away so you won't see reality
You forgot to say happy birthday again
And you saw her new apartment scrolling on the internet
He's got a boyfriend, the third you've never met
You say you have to stay up too late, but you don't have time for your friends
Try to focus on what matters
You don't know what it is 'til it ends
And you can't be mad when you finally have everything you want
And you realize when you turn around everyone is gone