Oh I don't know what I'm doing here I'm falling down from my atmosphere I'm bad at telling jokes A disappointment to my folks and I try too hard to be loved Too jealous of the girls Beloved by boys who just don't see me Living life is never easy & I've never had a boyfriend Cause I'm shy and insecure And I've never had a real friend Cause I've been busy Opening doors This is my stream of consciousness This is my meaningless two cents I'm at an all time low for innocence It's just me and my room and mindlessness Yeah I'm desperate for a good time Been told I'm not enjoying life My days are dejavu Lost my mind right over you And There's a guy with cute curly hair I know I probably shouldn't stare Fill silence with my laughter Did I mention I'm a disaster I'm almost always anxious Cause I'm scared and insecure And I hate this town I'm stuck in But I'm too scared to walk out the door This is my stream of consciousness This is my meaningless two cents I'm at an all time low for innocence It's just me and my room and mindlessness Listen to me ramble Cause I need someone to understand Watch my life in shambles All I need is someone else's hand This is my stream of consciousness This is my meaningless two cents I'm at an all time low for innocence It's just me and my room and mindlessness It's just me And my room And my mindlessnes