Roll out of bed and Get in the clothes I wore yesterday cus No body knows when Im on my own for Weeks at a time Just like I wanted To escape from my life I was stuck in my head Going round and around Getting hurt By the same shit Pushing my lower bound To a limit that I never thought I could reach But I did And I broke Into a new me I'm trying to change Regain pieces I lost Build new foundations Over bridges I crossed Growing in the headspace I forced myself in Hoping its all worth it And it'll toughen my skin For the next time I get crushed I'll have some self-respect And just leave like I did Without making a mess Of my head And my heart They can stay in my bones I'll save them For someone Who won't try to take them home Won' t try to take them home Won't try to take them home Mmm Won't try to take them home Mmm Won't try to take them home But knowing me If they ask for them I'll hand them over And start this again That's how I am And I don't think I'll change I think in this lifetime I'm just destined for pain