A sense of longing A change of pace Drag my belongings From place to place I'm tired from watching the other side I'm sick with wanting another life Am I so jaded I can't see through Routine? Take back the time I've wasted Regain my clarity I fall into defeat And I'm heavy with envy It's always calling That deeper shade of green I wanna realign, center myself again And try clear my mind, of all the lies I've let Keep me up at night, leading me to forget I should be satisfied Pacify my restlessness Free me from the depths of my regret Am I so jaded I can't see through routine? I'll learn to count my blessings, Stop living in between I fall into defeat And I'm heavy with envy It's always calling That deeper shade of green I'm heavy with envy I'm heavy with envy I'm heavy with envy