Putting my defenses up Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that I think I'd have a heart attack Never put my love out on the line Never said yes to the right guy Never had trouble getting what I want But when it comes to you I'm never good enough When I don't care I can play em like a Ken doll Won't wash my hair And make em bounce like a basketball But you make me wanna act like a girl Paint my nails and wear high heels Yes you make me so nervous And I just can't hold your hand You make me glow But I cover up won't let it show So I'm putting my defenses up Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack Never break a sweat for the other girl When you come around I get paralyzed And every time I try to be myself It comes out wrong like a cry for help It's just not fair Pain's more trouble than love is worth I gasp for air It feels so good but you know it hurts But you make me wanna act like a girl Paint my nails and wear perfume For you make me so nervous And I just can't hold your hand You make me glow But I cover up won't let it show So I'm putting my defenses up Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack The feelings got lost in my lungs They're burning I'd rather be numb And there's no one else to blame So scared I take off in a run I'm flying to close to the sun And I burst into flames You make me glow But I cover up won't let it show So I'm putting my defenses up Cause I don't wanna fall in love If I ever did that I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack I think I'd have a heart attack