I'm always runnin' behind I don't know what it is I'm guessin' that old Nissan engine Got something to do with it Like the day we broke down Way out over on The high roller side of town Took all our money To get our wheels back on the ground There's not a doubt in my mind I'll be seein' you soon Lord knows I've been drivin' The early mornin' into the afternoon And don't you send me no trouble Cuz I'll be there in time There's too many shadows Out on those county roads tonight And the longer I run Longer he runs And the more I grow tired From chasing a feelin' Chasing a feelin' Of a restlеss numb kind It's so kind The longer I stay Within the morе of a mess I tend to make What a mess he makes I ain't leavin' I just don't feel like comin' home today No, no All of my life I have been dreamin' Of a way to keep my years of self abuse From gettin' even Today I saw an eagle Flying over a crimson evening sun Like a vision that this livin' Is far from just begun And the longer I run Longer he runs And the more I grow tired From chasing a feelin' Chasing a feelin' Of a restless numb kind It's so kind The longer I stay Within the more of a mess I tend to make What a mess he makes I ain't leavin' I just don't feel like comin' home today, ohhh I ain't leavin', I just don't feel like comin' home today Hm, mmm, not today Standing outside now Out of the house Now nothin' goes in And nothin' comes out All that to say It's like I've been here before Caught staring at the wrong side of the door And I, I can't shake a feelin' There's a gun at my back I could pray for survival With a hand on a bible But God only knows What is or ain't broke So go on lay the steel hammer down Well there I have done it again Locked my keys in the car And that's why today I probably won't get to far I could tell you a story Of a luckier man I wouldn't know where to start But I've seen where it ends And I, I don't want no trouble I'm just tryin' to get by Seems longer you ramble And the harder you handle God only knows If I'll ever get home So go on lay the steel hammer down Go on, on and on And lay the steel hammer down