I've seen the darkness I've felt the shame I've been locked in hell And only god's to blame This guilt its buried underneath my skin and it feels like death has been pulling me in These choices i've made leave these feelings engraved And as far as i can see you want nothing to do with me Tell me why Tell me why Have i become a victim to the fallacies that i dont believe Dead to the world Dead as i could ever be Dead soul rotting beneath the ground that you see Bury me with the things i've seen only to be judged by the guilty I've still found reasons to believe in the person that i used to be Trying to forget my past but its always catching up with me Theres nothing left to lose and nothing more to gain These choices i've made leave these feelings engraved and as far as i can see you want nothing to do with me. Tell me why Tell me why Have i become a victim to the fallacies that i dont believe I've seen the darkness I've felt the shame I've been locked in hell And only god's to blame