And I miss, when I didn't know who you even were Before my mother told me, she said this is your dad Why not let him in? And even though I shouldn't have I did, and now I know I won't forget I found my heart on the floor For years I've pretended, I forgot who you were I've been lying to myself because I didn't want to care And now you're here to show your face again My father, he never believed in me, Believed in you, believed in us or this family And I I wonder how it would've been if my Mother lied and told me you were dead I let go of all securities And I watched you leave this time I hope it's for good, not like the last I may finally find closure I want the door closed but you left it open You told me it would be alright I trusted you would leave this time I just want to live my life But you created a void Between father and son For the rest of my life Gave you the benefit of the doubt when you didn't deserve it My father, he never believed in me, Believed in you, believed in us or this family And I I wonder how it would've been if my Mother lied and told me you were dead I wish that she lied and told me that you were dead I guess that I thought that I'd never see you again I let go of my securities Don't come back Reset // Replay // Rewind Don't come back Reset // Replay // Rewind