I said my goodbyes to the devil in my living room Just to find I'm addicted to catastrophe It's like some kind of disorder I won't succeed I don't have fun I don't have fun in the corner So take me away Watch all my systems break down on me It's like some kind of disorder Blind resistance My reality It's like some kind of disorder Feel it creeping Creeping up on me It's like some kind of disorder Like a sip of a bottle of poison Wish I was four thousand miles away I won't succeed I don't have fun I don't have fun in the corner So take me away Watch all my systems break down on me It's like some kind of disorder Blind resistance My reality It's like some kind of disorder Feel it creeping Creeping up on me It's like some kind of disorder Like a sip of a bottle of poison Wish I was four thousand miles away It's like some kind of disorder