I remember you
When I was a kid
Now memories filled
With hospital beds
I felt so cold
Rather distant
Numbed by the pain
Lost and hopeless
Losing focus
Staying stagnant
Numbed by the pain
Fuelled by regret
I've been lost
I've been lonely
I've went over
If only
I miss you
I want to
Not feel distant
To come through
To know that
I love you
But I feel
I feel insane
I sleep to numb the pain
The absence of a person
Now been left in place
Minutes turn to hours
Hours turn to days
And I don't want you to know
I'm losing my mind
Cold and bitter
As soon as the tears dried
I'm asking you a question
And you're searching for the answer
Will you live another day
Losing focus
Staying stagnant
Numbed by the pain
Fuelled by regret
I've been lost
I've been lonely
I've went over
If only
I miss you
I want to
Not feel distant
To come through
To know that
I love you
But I feel
I feel cold
Miserable
Left unwhole
Path unknown
And the pain it still lingers
Moments of clarity
Slip through your fingers
And I don't want you to know
I'm losing my mind
Cold and bitter
As soon as the tears dried
I'm asking you a question
And you're searching for the answer
Will you live another day
Gaining Focus
Not stagnant
I'm left with
My regrets
I'm sorry
You had to
Feel the pain that
You go through
To know that
I love you
At least you're not sick anymore