Said my name so quietly Call it out once more Would you take it lightly If I close the door? Suddenly It's all in the past in spite of me Fell out of my grasp honestly I still came in last after all Speaking so politely Thought this was a war Holding on so tightly How was it before? Suddenly It's all in the past in spite of me Fell out of my grasp honestly I still came in last after all Was it even worth it? Seems I never got that far Wishful thinking always leaves a scar Checking the obituaries, counting passing cars If I go down dark enough, will I find out who you are? Suddenly It's all in the past in spite of me Fell out of my grasp honestly I still came in last after all